Today the blogging thing seems gay. Day 2 of PFU technical training. Tets and Danny were both sick yesterday, they saw the Dr. at PFU and today Danny was better but Tets was still sick.

I was pretty useless in the training, as I was not the presenter and I do not speak Japanese....I should have thought of something more productive to do. They pretty much forget I am around and it makes me wonder if I have been too lazy at work lately and they think they don't need me anymore (!)-totally possible, they need to be independent and survive without me, but I could be on the verge of a revolt if I don't reinstate my value.

When they go out and smoke and generally forget I exist instantly makes me a pouty girl, which I hate to admit and hate to notice, I tried to just experience it and let it go today, not dwelling on it. It seems like I have to remind myself not to do all my old dances anymore. I am sure that will be the case for a lifetime.

Tonight we're having dinner with a friend of Tets to try and get some ideas for good international japan/us businesses/services/Import/Export. I gotta figure out what's next for me and maximize what I've learned so far.