I'm supposed to be studying Japanese right now, but am doing a good job of not doing it. I've got to sit with Tets for a few hours when we're in Japan and get some of this stuff committed to memory.
I need more homework and more deadlines to take it seriously. Sad but true.
I was reading Keiths Myspace messages. We really dodged a bullet, he was smoking pot and loosing friends, Alex was avoiding him, girls were judging him. Such a hard corner to turn, and I am just filled with pride and love that he did it. I got drunk once or twice at that age, sneaking liquor from a friends parents, but didn't smoke anything until sophomore year and all of that was pretty occasional, nothing on the regular. I wish I could just be home waiting for him to get home all the time, but it's just not possible, never would be.
So still off the internet dating! Yay me! Pretty much cold turkey for 1 week (not so long now that I type it out, long way to go to make it to the 90 day mark). I read the emails the sites send me and check out the pics, which just reinforces the desire to stay away from it. Some emails with super cute guy yesterday. Kind of a great place, I was asking for help to be where I am and the emails showed up. Very pragmatic but can't deny the hopefulness. I was feeling very lucky yesterday, gym and lunch w girl friends, falling right in my lap, stuff at home to keep me busy, a little sign that someone great might think I am too.
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