Round II

The sales meeting content is done, now we have a few hours, then awards dinner which will be at total bust.
Last night I turned in early, my eyes have been totally bugging me. FYI don't get toothpaste on your contacts. And of course me feet were killing me. So the super cute one was checking on me after I left and we went for round II which was better than round I. I saw myself not opening up to him, I guess I have had a one night stand or 2 and don't want to put myself out there and have the movie of it playing back in my head when I never hear from the guy again. I see that is probably one of the reasons your supposed to get to know someone before you sleep with them....but it always seems to go in reverse order for me. Anyway we'll see, we went shopping today and talked a bit more. If there's a round III I'll relax a little. It makes me sad a little because he's awesome and would be awesome to hang out with but I get to go home and start all over....wrong attitude I guess, but it feels a little melancholy. Also I think some of the closed up stuff comes from not being able to share anything with Lindsey ever....not since work husband have I had that in a male, sexual way. So now more shopping the amazing shoes I bought are too good for the dress I brought, so new dress required.