The double workouts on Tuesdays are kicking my ass. About 1/2 into the bike ride in the evening's I am spent, I have a bit of wind, and then just try and finish respectably close to the rest of them. I love it though, hard to explain, it's all the things you shouldn't love. Awkward, hard, uncomfortable physically, I'm totally not the boss of it, but I love it. I think I need a new seat, ASAP, the girl parts are suffering. I went to the Dr today to be sure it wasn't anything else, but basically it's irritated with me, which is not a good place to be. I could totally have sex but totally not interested in doing it alone due to general discomfort.
What else? I've been trying to turn it up at work which may have some good results, Tets is super happy with his raise and new plan so I am really happy for him :):):) He wrote me the sweetest email about how he always thought 6 figures were for someone else, he never new it could happen.
Makes me feel pretty great to get him somewhere special.
Sometimes Thursday nights are tough. Thank goodness the bike ride keeps me busy until 8, then I go for ramen, then home, shower, sleep. But kids are gone, and it's tough. Hard to shake that someones not looking out for me when I feel I need it. I am still very grateful for what I have, what I've been shown, and I know it's all good, but a little lonely on Thursday night, I'm just sayin', is all
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