Friday, February 5, 2010

It's My Birthday this is my rant

It is and it's been a good day. Busy with work, actually productive, plenty of well wishes. Went to dinner with the kids. I am 39 yrs old for fucks sake, what should a birthday look like.

I hate doing the online dating thing, but have forced myself to in order to meet anyone. When someone appears to be interested, I get negative. Disqualifying them or berating myself.

Figured out a way to get the guy to email me. Lame, old habit and it worked. Now right were I started. Slept w a guy who I don't know.

Bored at home, internet isn't offering anything entertaining.

Impatient with Bella.

Suspicious of Keith.

Birthday rant.

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