I re read yesterdays post and it was all f'd up...edited. It shows how much has yet to be processed in this whole thing. I can't get a handle on it yet. We called a detective who's been assigned to the case and he basically doesn't care about the additional info Keith's ready to give them. I want Keith to do the right thing, I know he's willing to do tell only because it will potentially get him less punishment. It's a lot of heartache.
This situation makes me look at everything all over again. I know what Keith did isn't my fault. He knew right from wrong and made a choice. Having him in the house non stop with Bella here is tough. It makes me short with her. That's not all bad, when it's just her and I the little stuff doesn't come up like it does with him bugging her. For the most part he's been compliant.
The thing it makes me feel that I don't want to write about because it's so dumb is it all makes me feel fat. I am fat, that's a fact. But I guess everything I haven't done is under review. I haven't taken care of myself completely, I don't address overeating. This whole situation makes me feel a bit justified for being fat too...I need to focus on Keith and getting that straight, so fat will keep dating away, which I don't have time for. Messed up!
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